Thursday, March 15, 2007

Is it possible to love your 2nd like your 1st.........

During pregnancy, all sorts of crazy things go through your head. I remember having a panic attack during my pregnancy with R about whether or not I would be a good mother, whether I would breastfeed successfully, and a million other crazy things. Well my biggest panic attack during my pregnancy with E was whether I would feel the tremendous love for him that I felt for R and whether I would be able to give him the same kind of devotion, attention, and love. Well, here I sit five months later staring at this amazing, beautiful, sweet, lovable boy and the answer is a resounding yes. I can't believe the crazy thought ever even entered my mind. I fell in love with him instantly, just as I had with his sister. He is mine, he is wonderful, and I am so grateful that God has given me this opportunity.

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